Who?

Who? 

~ Manaswini Bhalla

 

What determines it? My mood.

Who controls if I am happy or sad?

Why am I sometimes centered, sometimes not?

Peaceful and awake, but sometimes I sloth.

Nice fragrance or something  to eat?

Soothing music or when someone says something sweet?

Knowledge makes me aware and so does a good run

They help me connect with myself and become one

But then what determines what I do?

Who chooses one from the two?

Something gets affected by what I do.

But there is something that determines what I choose?

Is the one that chooses the same as the one that acts?

Why don't they communicate? And why does the former slack?

Why does the former slack? What does it need?

When will it always be up? What should I feed?